Leviathan
I am beginning to face the very real prospect of either seeking professional help or not being able to continue college. Ever since last march everything has gotten so much worse: my anxiety attacks are so severe that I can't talk to anybody in person, my mood swings are swift and strong, and almost any little thing can trigger an intense feeling of depression. I believe that I will at least get to continue through to this next semester, but if I screw up one more time, I'm done with school until I can take care of this problem. Coming from high school where I was happy, productive, and I felt so successful in most aspects of my life, I feel like I'm in hell, even though I know it could be so much worse.
My apologies for the more serious post, but it seems like everything is so much more serious and less fun these days.
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Actually, it was kind of rhetorical musing. I plan on doing everything I can to stay in school.
Well, if they decide medication is part of the solution make sure they give you something that lasts for no less than a complete day.
Anti-depressants that only last for 12 hours lead to forgotten doses and that leads to mood swings. Which is no fun at all.
Huzzah for being depressed and functional.
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